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Ta DA! [20 Jun 2005|01:22pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Most of you guys might already know this but sadly.. Pistons lost, 95-96, we could of won but Spurs made a shot during the 9.5 seconds left. Then there was about 5 seconds left, Pistons tried to make it in the hoop but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THEY MISSED AHAHHAHFLEEKAJ42t#h@qoIYGJ2QY4!lkt@j... Better luck next year.

I'm bored... So I'll write 100 things about myself.

1.] I get bored easily.. it's sad...

2.] Many things amuses me, Hahahhahaha

3.] I wish I could hang out with the awesome people at West Ottawa right now

4.] I hate GHHS

5.] About 85% of the students in GHHS are stuck ups, sluts, hypocrites[sp?], posers, dumbasses, it's sad.

6.] I'm awesome

7.] I only have 4 real friends, Shelby, Kyeann, Kelli, and Nicole. <3 you guys!

8.] I like to hang out with my cousins, they're awesome.

9.] WO is better than GHHS, like what Chris said.

10.] I speak more than 2 language because I'm cool.

11.] I'm not cool.

12.] I laugh too much.

13.] I need to have some sort of medicine that stops my laughyness.

14.] Adam singing in church makes me laugh a lot.. then my mom gets angry LOL

15.] I'm an awesome dancer, ask Napoleon, he was my coach.

16.] I get allergies during Spring.

17.] I tend to end up getting hurt a lot.

18.] I don't trust myself with sharp objects hahaha.

19.] I got soap in my mouth when I was about.. 6yrs old.. hahah.. stupidity.. good times

20.] I stuck my hand on the stove and burned it,  hahaha, my mom used tooth paste. hahahahah

21.] When I was a itty bitty little girl, hahaha, I played with cans and cut my foot with it and laughed about how it was bleeding.

22.] I peeled off adams Ninja Turtles sticker off the wall and he got angry at me.

23.] I had a balloon once and it flew away outside and i couldn't get it back and i was sad

24.] My cousin and i had a race then i tripped.. i always trip.. then i fell and scraped my knee and it started to bleed a lot and i told adam but he didn't care, he was busying talking about those pokemon stuff

25.] i wuz eh meenknee p-p hedd wen i wuz littill.

26.] i lyke tu type lyke dis sumtyms

27.] i lyke tu eet fode

28.] i luv jahleigh ranchurs

29.] i lyke ise screem mostleigh kooky doh

30.] i hate bugs, dey r ewi n dey skair mi aweh

31.] i hate pupil who r dum n meen tu mi

32.] i hate raceizum

33.] guyz r dum

34.] xcept 4 u mark, yer r a "nerd" :P i got it rite know!!!!

35.] i hav a pet ginny pig n i luv him, he iz mi beast frend

36.] i want a reed 2006 eclipse

37.] i sumtyms mak fun ov mi frends but dey kno im jokin

38.] i hav ey lot ov braselets

39.] i mad dem all buy miself

40.] i lyke tu tak pikchures wid tha digicam

41.] i luv tu lisen tu mewzic

42.]  i hate et wen pupil go "oh did u wach billy talent - lies on mtv lass nite? he sew hawt and i lyke his mewzic" den dat song bcoms popyerlur n it played on aylot off raydeoh stayshins n teevee channelles

43.] i hat how pupil kall dem selfs "punk"  or sumwut laybell demselfs bcuz dey r juss makin eh foo owt ov dem self.

44.] i don't kno wut ells tu tipe about mi self know

45.] ell end hear i gess

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No more Buccaneers [16 Jun 2005|08:03pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Go Panthers!!!

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Hahaha how stupid... [15 Jun 2005|11:10am]

I found this on what's her face, journal. And I thought some were funny and some were stupid.

 

Learn Chinese in 5 minutes...(You MUST read them out loud)
>1) That's not right .......................... Sum Ting Wong
>2) Are you harboring a fugitive?.............. Hu Yu Hai Ding
>3) See me ASAP................................ Kum Hia Nao
>4) Stupid Man ................................ Dum Fuk
>5) Small Horse ............................... Tai Ni Po Ni
>6) Did you go to the beach? .................. Wai Yu So Tan
>7) I bumped into a coffee table .............. Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin ni
>8] I think you need a face lift .............. Chin Tu Fat
>9) It's very dark in here .................... Wao So Dim
>10) I thought you were on a diet ............. Wai Yu Mun Ching?
>11) This is a tow away zone .................. No Pah King
>12) Our meeting is scheduled for next week ... Wai Yu Kum Nao?
>13) Staying out of sight ..................... Lie Ying Lo
>14) He's cleaning his automobile ............. Wa Shing Ka
>15) Your body odor is offensive .............. Yu Stin Ki Pu
>16) Great .................................... Fa Kin Su Pah.

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Even the best falls down sometime.. [13 Jun 2005|12:24pm]
[ mood | bored ]

HOLY POOP MONGER!!! A THUMB MONKEY!!!

Cute aminels

AHHHHHHHHHH CUTE BUNNIES!!! BUY ME A BUNNY! ^_^

That bunny has really cute ears. The babies are bald, that's gross.

BUNNIES EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!

That's the biggest bunny I ever seen!!!  And the youngest Fire fighter!! O_O I WISH I WAS THERE!!!

yummy, jolly ranchers, my favy. "FLIPPEN JOLLY RANCHERS!"-Jade

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Yeah, picture time. [03 Jun 2005|10:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Pictures taken from today. Yippy yay.

 

Take Me Away... No! Hahahahaha Collapse )

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[03 Jun 2005|10:49pm]

I had a feeling you guys would just right click then properties..

Aight, you all lose. No pennies. Haha. Losers....

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HAHHAHA [03 Jun 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Look at the picture. Guess the band. Get all of them right. Win a penny!

 

Guess The BandCollapse )

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[01 Jun 2005|09:16pm]

Long:

 

 

[Guys-]

||1|| Guitar or Drum Player-  Both

||2|| Skater or Surfer - Skater

||3|| Brown or Blue Eyes - Doesn't matter 

||4|| Blonde or Brunette - Doesn't matter

||5|| Brains or Looks (Be honest!) - Both Lol

||6|| Tall or short- Tall

||7|| Rich or Hardly any money- Doesn't matter

||8|| Sporty or Smart- Bothish

||9|| Drinks or smokes- Neither

||10||Good Goody or Bad boy- Bad boy! Lol

[Food-]

||11|| Hamburger or Hotdog - Neither

||12|| Pie or Cake- Cake

||13|| Apple or Banana - Banana 

||14|| Coke or Pepsi - Pepsi

||15|| Chicken or Beef - Chicken

||16|| Oreos or Chips Ahoy - Both

||17|| Pancakes or Waffles - Pancakes

||18|| Chocolate or Vanilla - Both

||19|| Strawberry or Cherry - Both

||20|| Watermelon or Cantaloupe - Watermelon

||21|| Potato or Macaroni Salad- Potato

||22|| Wheat or White - Wheat

||23|| Tic Tacs or Altoids - Both

||24|| Sausage or Bacon - Bacon!

||25|| Sour Cream and Onion or BBQ - BBQ 

[Sports - ]

||26|| Baseball or Football - Neither

||27|| Swim or Track - Neither

||28|| Tennis or Golf - Tennis

||29|| Skiing or Sledding- Sledding

||30|| Bicycling or Jogging - Bicycling

[Stores/Restaurants - ]

||31|| McDonalds or Burger King - Burger King

||32|| JC Penney's or Sears- JC Penny's

||33|| Walmart or Target - Walmart

||34|| Trophy's or TGI Fridays - Dunno

||35|| Old Navy or Gap - Old Navy 

[Clothes - ]

||36|| Pants or Shorts - Both

||36|| Zip-Up or Pull-Over Sweatshirt - Pull over

||37|| Sandals or Tennis Shoes - Sandals

||38|| Dresses or Skirts - Skirts

||39|| Mittens or Gloves - Mittens

||40|| Print or Solid- Huh?

[Names - ]

||41|| Bob or Bill- Bob

||42|| Jessica or Jennifer - Jennifer 

||43|| Aaron or Erin - Erin

||44|| Carrie or Kari - Kari

||45|| Todd or Tom - Todd

||46|| Lynn or Lee - Lynn

||47|| Sarah or Susie - Sarah, lmao

||48|| Jack or John - Jack

||49|| Lisa or Linda- Linda

||50|| Matt or Nick - Matt

[Music - ]

||51|| Punk or Rock- Both

||52|| Country or Bubble Gum Pop-  Huh?

||53|| Rap or Techno- Neither

||54|| Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera- Neither

||55|| *N Sync and Backstreet Boys- Neither

||56|| Korn or Staind - Neither

||57|| Limp Bizkit or Linkin Park -  LP

||59|| Piano or Violin- Both

||60|| CDs or Radio - Cd's

[TV - ]

||61|| Dawson's Creek or 7th Heaven - 7th heaven

||62|| Survivor or Paradise Hotel - Survivor

||63|| Americas Most Talented Kid or American Juniors- Dunno

||64|| Spy TV or Candid Camera-I'm getting bored of this survey

||65|| Smallville or Charmed - Smallville

[Cinema - ]

||66|| Bruce Willis or Kevin Costner- Whos that?

||67|| Jennifer Love Hewitt or Neve Campbell - Dunno

||68|| Aladdin or Lion King - safdsafgdsagfasgsa

||69|| Snow White or Sleeping Beauty- fdsafdsafgdsa

||70|| Comedy or Drama - fdsafdsafdsafdsa

||71|| Horror or Science Fiction- fdsafdsafdsaf

||72|| Scream or I Know What You Did Last Summer- fsddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

||73|| Not Another Teen Movie or Scary Movie -

||74|| Titanic or Pearl Harbor -

||75|| The Mask or Ace Ventura-

[Computer/Video Games - ]

||76|| AOL or MSN -

||77|| Dogpile or Google -

||78|| Mac or PC -

||79|| PS2 or N64 -

||80|| Mario Brothers or Zelda -.

[School - ]

||81|| Pen or Pencil -

||82|| English or History -

||83|| Math or Science -

||84|| Home Economics or Woodshop -

||85|| Backpack or Messenger Bag -

[Animals - ]

||86|| Cat or Dog-

||87|| Fish or Hamster-

||88|| Tiger or Lion -

||89|| Butterfly or Lady Bug-

||90|| Seals or Otters-

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Cute Story [01 Jun 2005|06:41am]
[ mood | happy ]

Even though this story seems super long, READ IT ANYWAYS! Lol it's super super super cute and sad.

 

Take a few minutes to read this maybe it can change your life !!! This is just a story I found on the internet!!

What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten...that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show? Somehow, I wished I could have told her that I love her but now there's no hope in doing so. For now, it's rather too late- too late for me to do so.

She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love.

I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend,
Troy. He and his family just moved out to transfer at a neighboring state because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when out came the loveliest girl I've seen. She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reached the top she then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's Sam, what's yours?" I answered, "My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, "Well I like your name. Hey your tree house's neat!" then I replied, "Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know." She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with Troy
and I could be your new best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled and said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held her hand and said, "It's a deal then!" So that's how it started.

So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week's allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires.

The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.

As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend.

Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden.

We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches whenever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance mixed feelings of anger and hurt because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.

Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy. Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. Every time we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him as she passes by me she doesn't know that I whisper the words "God how I love you."

Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up to their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what I wanted to do.

So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart. So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again by telling her I love her. So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.

It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said, "Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your partner Sam." Then she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!" I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more.

Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, "To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then asked, "Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her.

When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said, "Would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor.

It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven't done it.

We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where > she was but she told me that she doesn't know. So I went and search for her.

As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so close to each other. I could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium.

Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. In the hallways, as she approaches I would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.

The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me. There was something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me.

So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my studies but still I think of her at night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard not to think of her but still I could not stop myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was done for her. I thought that if I will be successful one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her and by that time, I'm worthy of having her.

It was a year after our graduation when I decided to return home and see her again. I thought a year is too much for me not to see her and during the past year I felt like a person lost in the desert and only the sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her. Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I have loved her for a long time. This time I am determined to let her know my true feelings for her and I could not contain anymore the love I have for her.

I reached their house; I saw her older sister and I approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a cheerful lady just like my dear Sam. I then asked," Hi Jen! I guess you're surprised why I'm here. Well I just want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I kind of miss her you know. Ummm... by the way have you seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she replied quietly "Come follow me." I was confused with the way she's acting but still I followed her. As we were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a conversation but just answered my questioned briefly. Then I realized that she was leading me to the direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left it, with the same oak tree Sam and I used to climb up. I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed Sam more than I thought. The Jen stopped walking and pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's Sam."

I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could not believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up.

I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and slowly started saying," It has been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia. But even though she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regards this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent the happiest days and that was when she was with you. By the way, she also asked me to give you this."

She handed me a parcel and with that she left.

I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated as month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading........

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I know by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed each day that's why the happiest days of my life when you were by my side was. You just don't know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and dream no more for you are with me. When you are away, I can't stop crying because I'm afraid to think that you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel. Each time you held me close to you was like a dream coming true for to be close to you and feel your heart beating next to mine was heaven. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much that I even tried to fool myself that you're in love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think that what I'm saying are lies but, I tell you, my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love.

I know you might be thinking of Mark but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know how you would react and with that I'll know that you love me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue. When our prom night came, you just don't know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing, I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression so I told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it's you whom I really love. What happened next was that I found you missing and later learned that you were searching for me, I just concluded that you saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gave me a chance to do so. You continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted to tell you how much I love you but I decided that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.

Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone. P.S. Think of me sometimes.... and always remembers that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.


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I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send my love to heaven."

NOTE:
Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you, the person that you are today.

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[31 May 2005|10:03pm]

[F.H.P.R.S.]Khamsin Slayer says:

lets go pop a cap in his ass

[F.H.P.R.S.]shelby- there are other fish in the sea but you'll always be my nemo (lol sarah) says:

lets go pop a can in ur ass

 

 

 

can...ROFL!!!!!!!!!!

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Weeeeeeeeeee [31 May 2005|06:34pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Today is an awesome day for me. Before school, went to Meijers. LOL! Yes.. again. Afterwards, my mommy got 3 cents and she doesn't use pennies so she told me to put it on that the pony machine thingy. And there's already 6 cents on there. So, I decided to take a ride on the lovely pony. LOL! It's so funny because it's so small and my knees bend when I sit on it unlike when I was 8yrs old. And the belt thingy doesn't fit on me. :(  The funny part was that my mom had to stand there and wait till it's over and whoever walked in were looking at me wierd.

THEN THEN THEN! We had about 13mins to waste so we went to D&W to buy doughnuts. It was good. I even took a picture of it!

 

You know you wanna eat it.. you know it looks good... mmmmmm it was good..

Then blahblahbhablahbha, school was good. I got a 27.5 out of 28 on my Algebra test. YAYAYAYAYYAYAYYAYA!!!!!!!! Lol, I'm so happy about that. Except, we have the Exam reviews now...

Well that's not so fun.. But I got bored in class and decided to draw a picture. YAY!

Lol, isn't it beautiful?! Hahahaha... um yeah, Art class, sat there and talked the whole hour because I had nothing to work on. Civics was boring, wrote notes all day because NOTES ARE SO MUCH FUN!... not.. Speech, have a speech tomorrow, going to be fun. Science, really boring. English, boringer.

Alright, peace out!

          Sarah

[F.H.P.R.S.] REPRESENT! Lol.

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Random Quotes Found On Xanga [30 May 2005|09:01pm]
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That's right yalls, Picture Tyme! [30 May 2005|07:19pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Just Because I'm Bored And Have Nothing Better To Do.. Actually I Do Have Better Things To Do, But I Promised To Put Up Pictures From Saturday. Which I Will Do Now. And A Few Pictures From Today Since I Was Bored. Oh, And Some Are From Other Days, Friday?

 

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HEck yesssssss [28 May 2005|10:43pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today was friggen awesome! I love you Shelby and Jared!!!! It was FUN! Lol. Nice weather too.

So yeah, Shelby, Jared, and I went to Jumpin Java, walked in and these preps were staring at us so we took a seat at the booth area. It was fun. We flicked this thing at each other. Then Shelby used clear mascara to draw on the table. Lol. Then we played the "Effer" game. LOL! Later, the preps left so we went to buy some Jones Soda. Pretty good. Um, then we left and walked where the wind takes us to. Which was to the elevator at that one spot. Lol. Wow, hahaha. Then um yeah, walked to a surf shop, then MINI GOLF! Lmao, we suck so much you guys. Lol. Jared's golf ball fell into this lil puddle, Mine flew through the fence so Shelby got over it to get it for me. Lol. Then Shelby whacked her ball and it hit me at my special spot. But I'm okay. Hahaha. Then we left and ummmmmm, yeah, walked were our heart brings us to. Which was to the pier! Lol. It was fun walking there. Because we stopped at this hill to roll down, and we had this rolling race. Obviously, Jared and Shelby won. Then we had  A LOT of acorn fights. LOL! We walked on rocks, and benches and lots of stuff. Then um yeah, we got to the pier and touched the light house thing and walked back. Then we talked about something, not sure, but this guy looked at us and laughed cuz it was funny. Lol. Anyways, we walked to the beach, fun, I was going Shelby a piggy back ride, but turns out we fall sideways. LOL! That was hilarious. Then I got a cut on my fingers from this twig... Lol. Sad but true. Walked back, got water. Then yeah, yelled at this person, yelled at a person fishing. Held hands and skipped. Danced to a music that was at this boat. Um, another acorn fight and I meant to throw it at Shelby but it decided to hit Jared on the head. LOL! Sorry about that still. Lol. Then we had an acorn fight. Um, walked back to JJ. Went in and went to the back door. I threw water at them, Shelby tried to throw this thing at Jared but missed and hit a car. LMAO! So we left and sat at this one area infront of JJ. It was funny, um yeah. It was an awesome day. Had lots and lots of fun. Ended up with 4 blisters and 3 cuts. Heck yes!!!!!! And they burn too. Lol. But yeah, I hope we can do this again sometime. I also took a few pictures that I'll post later when I'm not lazy. Lol.

    Peach!

       Sarah

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THAT'S RIGHT, IT'S MY PIGGY! [26 May 2005|06:07pm]
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[26 May 2005|06:44am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Yeah.. I need to fix the colors since I got rid of the Pooh Bear layout.

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[24 May 2005|06:45pm]

BORED??? CLICK HERE!!!

Created by horseychica333 and taken 81 times on bzoink!

.:.Currently.:.
what shirt are you wearingPink shirt.. eww
what pants are you wearingShort shorts
what are you eating?Candy
what are you drinking?Nothing :(
who are you talking to on IM?No one right now
who are you talking to on the phone?No one
are you watching tv?Yeah
if so what show are you watching?Sister Sister, LOL!
are you listening to music?Not right now
if so what song are you hearing?-
what does your hair look like?Straight...
are you wearing makeup?No
what is your grade in math?B
what is your grade in science?B
what is your grade in english?B
are you tired?Yeah, sort of
are you happy?Nothing to be happy about, but I'm not sad so yeah
are you excited?Yeah, for Art Class
what can you hear?The tv..
what can you smell?Not sure
who are you thinking about?No one
who do you want to be with?My friends
whos in the room with you?My guinea pig!
do you have any pets?Yeah
.:.This or That.:.
coke or pepsi?Pepsi
makeup or no?Coverup
bracelet or necklaceBracelet
jolly ranchers or lifesaversJolly Ranchers!
giving or recievingBoth lol
chapstick or lipglossBoth
flip flops or sandelsFlip flops
sneakers or stillettosSneakers
cleaning your room or taking out the trashCleaning my room
watermelon or strawberriesBoth
apples or bananasBoth
carrots or celeryBoth
being tired or being hungryNeither
being hot or being coldNeither
love or lustLove
rock or popRock
rock or rapRock
rap or popNeither
rock or metalRock
friends or familyBoth
Christmas or EasterBoth
.:.About School.:.
do you like school?Sort of, depends
why or why not?Don't feel like typing it out again
whats your least favorite class?Civics
whats your favorite class?Speech
whos your favorite teacher?Mrs. Williams
whos your least favorite teacher?Mr. Graham
does your favorite teacher teach your favorite class?Yes
does your least favorite teacher teach your least favorite class?Yes
do you have a clique at school?Sure?
who do you hang out with there?My friends
which friend is in alot of your classes?Not sure
what class do you have first period?Civics...
second period?Art
third period?Speech
fourth period?Science
fifth period?Alegebra
sixth period?English
seventh period?Nothing
when do you have lunch?Around 1
.:.Have you ever.:.
made out with someone?No
been felt up?Huh?
had sex?No
done drugs?Yes. Lol j/k
smoked?Yes. hahah, j/p
had alcohol?Yes, wine!
got drunk?No
been in love?No
been in lust?No, LOL
had a boyfriend/girlfriend?IM AN EFFIN LONER!
cheated on a test?Yeah, that was a long time ago. Lol.
let someone cheat off you in a test?I think so, can't remember.
been lied to and found out about it?Yeah
masturbated?No
.:.Randomness.:.
do you have a cellphone?I wish
have you ever played with a slinky?Yes
was it fun?Not really
have you ever had butter rum lifesavers?Yes
did you like them?No
whats your favorite flavor of jolly ranchers?CHERRY!!!
whats your favorite color?Blue
are you straight?Yes
what is right next to you?The tv
what color is the hair brush closest to you?I dont know
reach into the nearest drawer, whats on top?Hot Topic bag
do you like cats?Yeah
dogs?Yeah
horses?Yeah
rabbits?Yeah
ferrets?Sort of
what color is the lamp nearest you?White
do you like regular pencils or mechanical ones?Mechanical
what type of deodorantdo you use most often?The brand is Secret.. lmao... And I think it's PEACH! smells good... makes me wanna lick it...
.:.Ending.:.
Did you have fun?Heck yes.

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Boredom [23 May 2005|09:51pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: No, and I never plan to.
2. Ran away: Nope

 3. Pictured your crush naked: ROFL! No!
4. Skipped school: Yeah, but my mommy let me. Lol.
6. Been in love: Who cares. I CARE!
7. Cried when someone died: Yeah, I'm not cold hearted you guys.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yeah... Billie Joe... -sighs-
9. Broken a bone: Not yet.. lol
10. Done something embarrassing: Everyday! WOOHOO! GO ME!
11. Lied: Yeah.... :( SHAME ON ME!
12. Cried in school: Lol, yeah.

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi all the way.
14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite baby!
15. Girls or Guys:  Guys. Lol.
16. Flowers or Candy: Uhhhhh, don't care.
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean shaved.
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Neither because they both are poop stupid face.
20. Tall or Short: Not tall and not short.
21. Pants or Shorts: Both
22. Night or Day:  Night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Hair and shoes. Lol.
25. Worst Question To Ask: "I love your shoes! Can I try them on?" Lol... shoes...
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: Today

27. Stepped outside: Ummmmmmm, like... 7hrs ago?
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: LOL! Nothing really
30. Your Good Luck Charm: Didn't have any good luck charm.
31. Person You Hate Most: That's a lot of people.. But.. I  would say Katie Vanstrate. Yeah, that's right you faggot! If you read this, I HATE YOUR EFFING GUTS!!!!! You're slutty and stupid and think you're better than everyone. And you always stick up for your stupid friend Amanda. That's right you faggot! I hated you ever since 3rd grade! You friggen backstabber, two face, talking crap behind peoples back and could NEVER say it infront of their face. Faggot!
32. Best Thing That Has Happened:  When I gave my monitor a hug!
33. On your desk:  A lot of things... Glue, water bottles, sticky paper, notes, paper, wrappers, index cards, hair bands, pens, pencils, phone, calculator.. more things..
34. Picture on your desktop: My cousins, Lol.

FAVOURITE...
35. Color:  Blue, Green, Orange, Pink

36. Movie: Saw
37. Artist or band: System of A Down
38. Cars: Lime Green hummer, heck yes!

39. Ice Cream: Cookie dough!

41.  Food:  Salad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: That's a lot of people... Britt, Jared, Shelby, Sam, Vinceypoo, Adrian, etc.
43. Makes You Smile:  Britt, Jared, Shelby, Sam, Vinceypoo, Adrian, Andrew, Thomas, Kyle, Sean, Jeremy, Adam, Kye, Mitch, John etc.
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: The people that I named for the one who makes me laugh duh!

46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone:  Nope
47. Who Has It Easier?:  Guys!
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: No one except muh Billie Joe... lol, j/k, no one gives me funny feelings.
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: Never, I hate the phone
50. Save AIM Conversations: I dont use AIM anymore
51. Save E-mails: Yeah, funny and cute ones.
52. Forward Secret E-mails: No, I never get secret emails anyways lol
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: Sometimes but not really, I like myself. ^_6 no, I love myself!
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex:  No.
55. Wear Cologne: LMAO! No, never thought of that, and never plan on using cologne.
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: I'm online for a long time when I'm bored and have nothing to do.. otherwise I'd be away.

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: No
63. Been Rejected: No
64. Been In Love?: Yeah, with my guinea pig
66. Used Someone?:  Never
67. Been Used?: Yeah
71. Done Something You Regret?: Always, lol.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: Well, I petted my guinea pig if that counts.
73. You Talked To?: Shelby
74. You Hugged?: Hmmmmmm, Addy. Hahahahaha
75. You Instant Messaged?: Lil' Jarrey Dur
77. You Yelled At?: LOL!... Can't remember. Lol. I think I didn't yell at anyone today... So I'll say Cody.
78. You Thought About?:  My mom, because she'll be home later so I better hurry up with this and get off.
79. Who Text Messaged You?: No one.
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: No one.
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: A lot of people, But I guess, Derek.

MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? Black, red, brown, orangish, blondish, wierdish
83. Have Tattoos?: No
84. Have Piercings?: Yeah
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: No, I told you, IM A EFFING LOSER!!! -cries like crazy- Lol
86. Own A Webcam?: Yeah
87. Own A Thong?: LOL! That's for me to know and you to ask that infront of my face.
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: Yeah
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: Huh?
90. Habla espanol?: Si
91. Quack?: Moo
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: As a joke, friends stuff, yes.
93. Smoke?: No. Lol. I smelt it A LOT! It was funny.
94. Schizophrenic?: Huh?
95. Obsessive?: Not really.
96. Compulsive?: Dunno, Am I?!
97. Obsessive compulsive?: lol
98. Panic?: Sometimes
99. Anxiety?: Lol...
100.
Depressed?: No

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[23 May 2005|06:01pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

001. ] Name: Sarah
.002. ] Gender: Female
.003. ] Location: Here
.004. ] Height: 5'2" 5'3" or something
.005. ] Hair color: Black, Brown, Blonde, Red, wierd
.006. ] Eye color: Brown
.007. ] Is your hair long or short: Shortish
.008. ] Tattoos you have: None

» S C H O O L «

.009. ] Are you still in school: Yeah
.010. ] Favorite subject: For this year, I would say Speech
.011. ] Least favorite subject: Civics!!!!
.012. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Always brought my own lunch

» F A V O R I T E «

.013. ] Number: 24
.014. ] Clothing brand: Um.. I don't really care but, Bongo, Some Aeropstale depends I guess, some hottopic clothes are fine, and blahblahblabah
.015. ] Tv show:  Malcolm in The Middle, Smallville, Gilmore Girls, The Simpsons, Southpark, The Barkers, Next, Laguna Beach, Real World, Road Rules, The Inferno and so on lol
.016. ] Fruit: I like a lot of fruits.. Strawberries, Mango, Apples, Grapefruit, Watermelon, Cantaloupe, Banana, Coconut, Oranges, Peaches, Plums, Starfruit and maybe more that I can't think of right now..
.017. ] Movie:  I Am Sam, Dumb and Dumber, Dodgeball, Napoleon Dynamite, Kung Fu Hustle, LOTR, Wishing Stairs, Darkwater, The Ring, Saw, and so on
.018. ] Scent: Anything pretty lol
.019. ] Ice cream flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip, Cookie Dough, and blahbahbal
.020. ] Color: Blue, Green, Orange, and.... PINK! Lol I like pink but not pink clothes
.021. ] Season: Summer and Fall
.022. ] Holiday: My birthday
.023. ] Thing in your room: I don't have that many things in my room besides my clothes and stuff animals and books.. So I'll go with my big pooh bear stuff animal hahaha
.024. ] Books: Holes and this other book .. Forgot what it's called Lol
.025. ] TV channel:  MTV, ABC Family, Fox
.026. ] Shape: A sqaure..
.027. ] Time: Night time
.028. ] State: Hmm.. UK but that's not a state soooooooooo, California!
.029. ] Boys name: Butters
.030. ] Girls name: LaTara, or Hannah
.031. ] Disney character: HILARY DUFF! lol j/k.. ummmmmmm, none really..OH THAT ONE GIRL ON THE CHEETAH GIRLS! The blonde girl that's better at dancing then singing. She's awesome and pretty.
.032. ] Scary movie: Saw, wasn't scary because I was laughing so much about how the guy got hit on the head with the toliet top constantly.. Lol, but when they had to use the saw to saw off their ankle from the chain.. that was just gross but awesome yet there was a huge puddle of blood.

» T H I S O R T H A T «

.033. ] Hot or cold: Hot
.034. ] Winter or summer: Summer
.035. ] Spring or fall: Fall
.036. ] Shakira or Britney: Neither
.037. ] MTV or VH1: MTV
.038. ] Rollarblading or skateboarding:  Skateboarding
.039. ] Black or white:  Both
.040. ] Orange or red: Orange
.041. ] Yellow or green: Green
.042. ] purple or pink: Pink
.043. ] Cell phone or pager: Cell phone
.044. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: Neither
.045. ] Scooby doo or Dino: Scooby Doo

» Y E S O R N O «

.046. ] Are you a vegetarian:  No, I used to be one when I was little
.047. ] Do you like cows: Yes
.048. ] Are you a bitch: Sometimes lol
.049. ] Are you artistic: Depends... hahahahha, I have a serious artwork where everything is right and I color INSIDE the lines, and a goofy artwork where it's all funkay!
.050. ] Do you write poetry:  When I feel like rhyming
.051. ] Can you ski: Never went skiing before and I don't plan on it
.052. ] Are you British: No, but British people gots an awesome accent, it's hott
.053. ] Are you straight: Yeah
.054. ] Are you evil: Yeah
.055. ] Is Britney a whore: Back then no, now, yes
.056. ] Are you secretly from another planet: Yeah

» P R I V A T E «

.057. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend:  No, I'm such a loser!
.058. ] Do you have a crush: No
.059. ] Do you love anyone right now: Yeah, my friends and family and most of all, my guinea pig!
.060. ] Have you ever been in love: With my guinea pig? Yeah!
.061. ] Do you go by looks or personality: Both, but Personalities counts more, but then, you don't wanna date someone that's butt ugly
.062. ] do you smoke: No
.063. ] Do you smoke weed: Heck yes
.064. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: All the time!
.065. ] Beer good or beer bad:  Guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuud! lol j/k, it's bad, smells like piss
.066. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Wine is nasty too, taste like warm gross grapes with toe fungus

» T H E L A S T «

.067. ] Thing you ate: Food
.068. ] Thing you drank: Coconut juice
.069. ] Place you went: School
.070. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears
.071. ] Song you heard: System of A Down - Shimmy
.072. ] Person you instant messaged: Um, Jared
.073. ] Person you laughed with: LOL! Emily!!! lmao, we made fun of.. what's his face.. I have a bad memory, forgot his name!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! this kid that was infront of us

» N O W «

.074. ] What are you eating: Nothing
.075. ] What are you drinking: Nothing
.076. ] Any shoes on: Nope
.077. ] Hair: Down
.078. ] Listening to: Smashmouth - Why Can't We Be Friends
.079. ] Talking to anyone: No, because I'm about to leave.

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More Pictures [20 May 2005|07:11pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Hey, more pictures taken from today.. a few sucks but oh well, didn't get much pictures though because most of them were gone or ran away from the camera...

 

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